Dad & God.
So i just read my friends blog and it got me thinking too.
I miss my pops. I never got the chance to say “I love you” before he left me and my mom. I really do miss him, its crazy. I wish I could make a time machine and go back in time to that day he was leaving, and say dad ” i love you.” Everytime when he calls randomly, i regret not saying it to him. I havent seen my dad in a year. I hate my self for saying i hate my dad, during those time of hardships. In reality you can never hate your dad, i mean hes your dad and theres nothing on earth will change that. I pray for my mom everyday now that she will find happiness. I hope to God she is happy, and she will find happiness because that what i want for her. Before my dad left, he told me “be the man of the house and take responsiblity”. I failed him during those months of hardship until YFC. I was a bad kid, and didint take responsibilty. Late nites, partys and other stuff. I hope now that i have cleaned up that my dad will come back to me and say “I am Proud of you son”. I wish that my dad would come back to me so i can give me a never ending hug. Because i dont want to lose him, i never want to lose him. Its crazy how things change so quick. But until the next time i see you dad, I miss you, I love you, and I want to be where you are pops, cuz man i just realized that you are my dad and no matter what you do i will always love you. “Like father Like Son” Always yours pops.
